Life is a Bitch.

Sunday, May 29, 2005'♥

went town wid dear
bloody shit him bluff mi
told mi he gonna take train instead of driving dere
in e end he told mi his car park behind far east nia
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
HUMPH! he wannted mi ta take train
but in e end.. i still took cab down
muahhahhas. qi si ta le.
cab everywhere i go. bleahs.
bought mah bottom liaos.
n mah lip stick
actually wana buy some tops
but............... dono wat ta get
n he saes wait for him
den go shop 2gether...
so i shall wait.
tink dono muz wait till when ar
-pouts- =x
went hmv aft fareast
dear bought his accessories
den shop ard
wenta get our toileteries 4 da trip
muahahhas. ivy liu..
pls dun scream when u c wat we get 4 u
i mean wat i sae ar..
u hungry can eat tat flavoured toothpaste
muahahhas. bleahs.
aft town went geylang eat tim sum
yah... eat again
ar shit... im getting fatter n fatter
but juz carn resist e temptations nahz. =x
enjoyed mah dae 2dae wid mah dearest
every min wid him seem ta b alwaz passing fast
sigh... so fast..
if onli i could freeze da time. =\
i hope every nite mares haf came ta an end
n he realli changed 4 da beta now
dun wana go tink abt it either..
1 more dae ta our tioman trip
carn waitttt... hees.
shall blog when im baq.
take care peeps. miz u guys.
i miss u so much dear. *hugs*

Zombie@5/29/2005 11:30:00 PM

Saturday, May 28, 2005'♥

suppose ta meet ivy aft her work
ta go bugis for mah shoppings
but so sorri ta put plane agn
mah dearest suddenly called
n said he's on his wae ta pick mi up
-faintss- went prepared n all
meet him n his friends at da coffeeshop downstairs
went baq his hse ta get his stuffs
den went ta chee keong hse
dear² wana go gym n swimming
den went up ta slacked a lil
n dinner at west mall
wanted ta get mah bottom
but westmall juz simply sux
gonna get it in town tmr
n mah sunglasses as well
weeeheheheh. =p
suppose ta go baq his hse n watch dvd
but dear wana go home watch
so off ta his house norx.
bloody hell.. he fall asleep while watching
n i guess im too tired too
so fall asleep also.. muahahs.
thanks for ur necklace & watch
n tat gun-lighter. so cute. =)
i love u my dearest boi. muacks.

Zombie@5/28/2005 11:55:00 PM

Thursday, May 26, 2005'♥

went food fare
dear kana hungry ghost sia
hahahas. =p
nothing much
so mani stalls selling e same thing
like wat man...
n e ppl dere
walk ard without opening deir damn eyes
blardy hell. rude arse.
was so damn full can..
aft eating all tose rubbish
*burrrrrppppssss*
im fat. gonna go on a diet.
if onli i can tahan la.
but i tink i'll die dere siaz w/o food.
mit up wid ivy at parkwae
slack ard. den go home liaos.
early sehz. but dear needa mit his friends.
haikss. arse la. humph.
im so bored. -yawnnns-
n im suffering from insomnia.
it sux. i hate eye bags.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i miss euuu my sweethart. :(

Zombie@5/26/2005 11:52:00 PM

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-yawns-
damn damn damn bored seh
n im soooo hungryyyyyy
dear is sucha pig! humph!
yesterdae woke up early
den took cab over ta his house
sleep like one big fat log onli sia
went opp. ta buy indian rojak n ingredients fer our spag
went home... he cooked. i watched.
muahahhahahs.
damn full siaz. slack ard. tv. nap.
steam mah fav ha gao ta eat.
waited fer his sista come baq.
den went parkwae ta mit nana n ongling.
been so long since we mit up yeah?
muahhahahas. i noe u guys miss mi rite.
nth much... home swit home.
sigh.. i dun understand y some girls can make themself so cheap
juz to get baq wif someone whom already belong to others.
wats e point of faking pregnancy man
bloody fucking bitch.
juz 4 sake of patching. like wat siaz.
downrite slut.
he's mine. already mine.
so get e hell out of his life man u whore!~!
i carn wait for our tioman trip next tues.
coming baq on thurs. my b-dae!!!
good ar. can go home sleep den evening celebrate agn.
hahas... 3 daes 2 nite nia but im sure its gonna b fun.
i love u my dear. *muacks* =)

Zombie@5/26/2005 01:02:00 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005'♥

went party world wif dear n his friends on sun
den mit up wif ivy for dinner
slack around den send her home
went baq dear house to slack n ton
damn tired. but pei him play games
drink a lil. watched tv.
den straight coma till the next afternoon.
lunch. tv. went to sleep again.
muahahas. sleep n sleep. i dono y.
juz feel veh tired.
his mom bought dinner baq.
not much appetite.
so ask him to finish it for mi.
slack ard den went home.
now waiting for him to come baq from m'sia.
damn boring at home. yawnnns.
i miss my bitches. =(
girl... dun worri. i'll b fine.
kinda used to it le bah. sigh.
u take care too yeah.
anitink juz col mi bah. *hugs*

i juz hope u mean wat u sae
n keep ur promises..
thats more den enuff.

Zombie@5/24/2005 03:43:00 PM

Friday, May 20, 2005'♥

im sorri for da att tis noon.
ive misunderstood u.
shld haf told mi earlier.
but im glad at least u tell mi.
my heart sank.
im worried. im scared. i felt so lost.
if da child is realli urs.
wat r u gonna do.
wat will happen if she goes on like tis.
tots running thru mah mind.
moody. depressed.
u assured mi.
but i dun feel ani beta either.
i tried to hide it though.
i noe u r vexed too.
dun wish to bother u even more.
juz hup u wont disappoint mi.
e feeling is terrible.
i hope she's lying.
i seriously do.
it sux.

Zombie@5/20/2005 12:59:00 PM

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exams over
finally right
n tat spells f.r.e.e.d.o.m
muahahahs.
flunk h.r for sure
coz i nv study a single bit
n ive juz done like 1/4 o e paper
n its all nth but rubbish
so yah. wateva.
stayed home todae
dearie wana rest at home
so ya.. "off" dae for us ba
wateva craps la. lols.
mit up wid jacko at nite
slacked ard
so free aft exams
till ive been rotting awae like hell
i miss my bitches
miss all da bitchings we had
i noe u gurls miss mi too rite
wakakaka. admit it kaes. =x
so boring sehz. juz crapping awae.
i miss my dearie boi. so muchie.
* pouts * =*(
carn wait ta get out of sg wid him
parents r still delaying
like wat siaz. blardy arse. pissed man.
alright. juz update agn.
gonna continue my stoning session 4 now
hehs. nite ppl. dream of mi. =p

Zombie@5/20/2005 01:50:00 AM

Monday, May 16, 2005'♥

late for mah exam
blardy stupid sickening jam
got dere at bout 840
din study at all
n i noe shit abt da whole paper
scribbled nothing but rubbish
wenta slack at coffeebean
girlie talked about somebody
felt so disappointed for once
realli got no comments already
dun wish ta c such changes in her
but well.. i guess she's old enuff ta tink for herself
wats rite n wats wrong
we carn alwaz b by ur side ta nag
but i hope all these gonna r end soon
n s for liyi girlie..dun tink too much ks
take one step at a time
it's very ultra rocky but i hope things r gonna b fine yea
dun alwaz go chiong la
no gooooodd. n though he may not sae it
he may not like it either.
u understand wat i mean?
*hugs* anitink juz gif mi a col k
cheer up bitch. =)
went ta dearie hse
coma siaz. too tired already.
slept right thru till evening time.
slack ard. den wenta chinatown.
check out da prices fer our trip.
dinner. slackings.
still feelings veh tired.
mood swing. attitude.
home.

Zombie@5/16/2005 11:36:00 PM

Friday, May 13, 2005'♥

-yawnz-
juz came home.
wenta hand in tose prj. stuffs on tues
bought my stuff at j.8
den went home
was real real down
everything juz kept running thru mah mind a zillion times
cried mah hart out
sorri guys. din mean ta dua u all agn.
but i juz knock out till da next afternoon
head was so farking heavy n was spinning lyk nobody biz
damn syrup. i din noe it was so so strong.
but im still alive. hahs.
dearie came over ta pei mui.
hug him tite n fite baq mah tears
he's back. at least.
slacked at home den went fer dinner at ecp da seafood centre.
wenta drink. den went up ta ivy hse.
im sorri gurlies i carn make it.
coz i nid 2 b dere for her.
sigh. her bro's still in e damn lock-up.
i hope things will b fine for him.
my poor girlie.
we stayed over night ta accompany her.
juz 2 daes in a row so mani things happened
it rly breaks our hart ta c u like tis.
muz b strong.u gotta move on.
i noe its gonna b damn damn hard on u
i'll go over ta pei u s often s i can k.
pls dun do silly things animore.
mi n mel hart's breaking 2 c u tis wae.muz b strong.
alright..went baq dearie home ta sleep in da morn.
was drizzling agn. like wateva.
one min s if in da desert. another min raining non stop.
farker.woke up. n was like 7 plus le.
wash up n all. wenta bought some drinks n food.
went up ta ivy place.
had mini bbq. majong.
but was accompanying dearie watched his dono wat show.
some misunderstanding btw v n sa.
cleared. saw ivy to bed.
sa n kaili stayed for da nite.
n dearie sent mi home. shagged.
juz finish bathing. so shuang.
waiting fer mah hair ta dry first.
think gonna haf another coma siaz. yawns.

i tried asking u
but u r still lying
da ans ive got its alwaz da same
u wan mi ta trust u
how m i suppose to
aft being told by someone else everything u did behind my baq
it pierce rite thru mah hart
so deeply. i wish i could end everythin.
i hope n i pray everydae
tat u will change one dae
but will it ever come true
i guess its beyond my control

Zombie@5/13/2005 02:11:00 AM

Sunday, May 08, 2005'♥

sitting in front of da comp
stoning for hours
i carn sleep. mind exploding.
ive learnt da facts
how cruel n harsh can it be
but still.. thanks for telling mi
i felt lyk da greatest damn fool
nightmares & instincts came true
its juz like some kinda fairytale thingy
with such perfect love in front of u
n when u wake up.
u noe its not happening at all.
n im juz too stupid n naive
to believe in every word u said
even till now
i carn bring myself to leave u
but my hart's crying out loud
i dono wat to do
i wished wat he told mi aint true at all
but u r telling me tat it is wif ur actions
im gg crazy over tis
i noe im suppose n i shld leave u right now
i carn tolerate all this shit stabbing thru my hart
but im juz too weak to do so.
all i ask for is at e end of the dae
aft all ur flings out dere
u would still haf in hart..
tat ur gal is still waiting fer ur return
i love u .

Zombie@5/08/2005 10:23:00 AM

Saturday, May 07, 2005'♥

-yawnz-
been damn busi & tired ta blog these daes
not in a mood fer anitink still
still owing tose projs. thingy
hahs... wateva.. i carn b bothered.
study break gonna start next week
follow by da damn exams n den hols.
hahs. sighz. sch sucks siaz.
cindy dearie quit sch already.
=( real real sad when i knew it
i'll miss euu like hell.
who will play wid mi like da wae u do
bitch n crap like da wae u do
u got ur own character which makes u so fun ta b wid
n now u quit sch liao... =(
juz hope we will still stay s close s eva alrite
our ger gang will nv spilt.
yeah gurlies?
now left mi liyi n deb.
coz shisi oso quit sch liao.
bitches we gonna xiang yi wei ming le. ji mo nai nai.
liyi gurlier... dun tink so much k
guess for now da best tink is to let nature take its course
dun go tink abt it den in e end got migraine agn
if u rly feel tat its realli veh xinku 4 u to continue it
den end it soon... dun drag liaos. alright?
coz something deres no pt. for u 2 cling on
when u noe it is beta ta end it
dun wana c u so upset over him alwaz.
cheer up alright. =) *huggs*
im so hungry.
havent been eating fer da whole dae
waiting fer my dearest ta pick mui up for dinner
slow like snail sehz... humpph.
alright... update again. cya guys.
take care love euuuu.

Zombie@5/07/2005 06:24:00 PM

Sunday, May 01, 2005'♥

mom left fer thailand
haas. unlimited freedom
dinner at oasis
not much appetite
drinking at fisherman
not realli in a mood ta haf fun
so juz slack ard n stone
damn damn tired .
hart pain ta c mah dearie lyk tat
stupid arse . play play play .
effects acting up for so long .
n i think he nearly wana die dere .
hahas. gave me da last pill .
went home . bathe . drugged .
thumbs up . a power one.
muacks . still kinda seh now .
waiting for him ta pick mi up .
but i bth le sia . cya guys ard .
muacks . muacks .

Zombie@5/01/2005 12:46:00 PM